I remember staying at home for a while and I feel nowhere to go. I feel the world is so big but why I just can’t have even a small tiny place that I could call “home” to stay. One day I don’t have even the feeling to change my clothes or go to work. That day, I slept all day long. It’s a whole rainy day. When I woke up from the nap, I looked outside through the iron door. I see everyone and also me are in prison. Everyone is just staying in one place don’t know what to do. Just sleep, eat, and do nothing. Then I could sense the feeling of the prisoners who just stay in one place hopelessly. On that day, I decide to book a ticket for tomorrow's trip without knowing when to come back to this prison. And while I’m on the bus for the trip, I feel so free. I feel hopeful. I feel the world is so beautiful. Then I reflect back on myself on that prison day, and why I feel like that. Then I realized that everything just stays as it is. Nothing Changes But My Mind.
—AromToay—
